marchatorium: Yummy! (cochrane yeah!)
( Nov. 11th, 2007 12:20 am)
I'm not dead!
I declare hereby that nothing will defeat me, :)

even if money happens to be the enemy!


I'll be celebrating my 29 yrs. in a week. That's funny. The verge of maturity and broke.

Love and care to you all.

Some quick facts:
Still in the struggle for PhD results
Still in the struggle for love
Still in the struggle for adapting to family life
Still in the struggle for obtaining a new PC
Still in the struggle for keeping my friends close.
marchatorium: Yummy! (denglersmug)
( Sep. 21st, 2007 04:45 pm)
I hereby declare myself free of the heavy burden of Lenin`s obsession.  I`m finally open to new relationships.
How did I realize that? Well... today I had the chance of chatting with him but he didn`t respond and I didn`t care. And when someone asked me about him and about my relationship status, I responded without hesitation that I was so over him. I`m happy.
(yeah, I know. Until I feel lonely and pick the damn phone again :P)
marchatorium: Yummy! (willard)
( Sep. 11th, 2007 03:49 pm)
Nothing is better than feeling you're the one is not giving up, or pleading. No one loves me as myself. I'll not take the first step. Never.
It's just that I'm sick of apologize for everything because I feel so unworthy or undesired. And I'm tired of being the one looking for social contact. But no more. i'll stand like a pillar, I promise. And not because of revenge, just because it is time to begin loving me more than I do with everyone. Even if I'll miss them....
Well... this week hasn't been precisely the most productive, happy, or blissful. No. First, my laptop suffered from a short circuit that damaged the connection between the motherboard and the display, so it keeps beeping loudly and the screen is dead. I don't know what to do, because I am supposed to have a warranty but since the laptop was purchased in the USA and I'm in Mexico, It will be a little bit difficult to make it valid. Aaand I don't know about a place at which they could repair my motherboard or something... Then, I'll be posting more scarcely than usual, but I'll be reading all posts, anyway... I wasn't commenting a lot because I don't have access to a PC right now.. (I'm at lab, using the common iMac) but I'll be reading you. :D Social life: Not big news. In fact, I don't have news. Boring life, since a year ago. (Oh, Lenin has been abroad for a year and I realized that until now. :P) I hope to go dancing tomorrow. Anyone wants to go with me? XD Ah, and the woooorst of my news: I had to format the laptop and I lost all my sims games.... T_T and at lab: results are appearing as slowly as snails. but they're appearing actually, yay. Hugs to everyone.
marchatorium: Yummy! (Default)
( Aug. 26th, 2007 07:22 pm)
Wonderful weekend.

I mean it... woooonderful. :D

Hope yours been the same

*blows kisses*
marchatorium: Yummy! (pepgmv)
( Aug. 9th, 2007 03:43 pm)
Now. My beloved community smut_wednesday is gone. Thank you, close sighted censors.
I swear, I wasn't tempted at all to have underage sex! My GOD! Obviously it was fictional!

but the most obnoxious thing is that you're not allowed to express your opinion on your president. HOW IS IT POSSIBLE!!?? Isn't that a dictatorial measure? and you americans were scared of Hitler and Stalin.... hehehe. Weird. The American Dream. hehehe... the paradise of freedom, the holy land of individuality...

anyway, in the last livejournalgate I suscribed to  [info]fandom_counts,  and now I've signed [profile] bubble_blunder's open letter.  I'd wish everyone does.

and if any of you migrates to greatestjournal or anything, please let me know T___________T

NC-17 Smutty art, I miss you! U_U

Ah, and by the way, my icon refers to a Plant Virus. Not to a government nor a certain group of people who can decide the future of our posts. thanks.
marchatorium: Yummy! (joaq - awake)
( Aug. 1st, 2007 05:20 pm)
Last week we went to Guanajuato Short Film festival. Tim Burton was there. Wasn't impressive, but he's a nice bloke.  Indeed, I wanted to see Helena Bonham Carter, (My dear Marla Singer from my favorite movie, and incidentally, Bellatrix Lestrange) but she didn't show up. 

Received my grades and commentaries from my seminar. Aww. I passed, but the comments were harsh and it seems I have to work really harder to attain graduation.

It's boiling hot here. 35ºC. *fans herself with an article*

Have a lot of writing to do.

But the good news is that today I'm going to see The Simpsons Movie.  I love them all... but I'm afraid they run out of gags and imagination after 18 years. we'll see.

aah, and I don't love or fantasize about Little Sin. My psyche is recovering.

Love, hugs and vodka to you all.
marchatorium: Yummy! (camus baby mullet)
( Jun. 29th, 2007 12:28 am)
As usually, my life is just drifting with no destination. Well, I have one destination and everything but it's becoming painfully farther and farther away.
I'm fighting the depression, I'm actually winning because these last days I actually wanted to get up and work hard, and  to enjoy things like a  cigarette or going to the movies or parties, the latter I was avoiding because of self-loathing and all.
Last Friday: Party. Enjoyed. HAd fun. Had vodka... lots of vodka. Shameful but liberating.
Went to see this summer's blockbusters, you know, Shrek, POTC, Spiderman and fantastic four. The last one is crap. Man! Jessica alba maybe is the hottest girl in the continent (myself, I disagree) but is a rather dreadful actress. I think any crappy actress from here's soaps could fake her death better than her. And the blue  contacts!!! Her pupils were uneven and lopsided! Hey, SFX unit! Could you add or modify some pixels from the close-up takes? XD
Blades of Glory made me laugh. But Fantastic four was a more generous source of laughs.
Work is sort of on standby, I'm waiting the little plant brats to grow.

Love to you all.
(Watching Miami Ink,  and suddenly I have a great interest in a tattoo. Maybe.)
marchatorium: Yummy! (cochrane yeah!)
( May. 31st, 2007 09:28 pm)
OMG! I have listed serial killers in my interests. And Coca-cola light. And soccer, philology and sex.

Ergo, that, in the eyes of WfI members, I should certainly am a serial killer who stalks beautiful soccer players, rapes them and then drown them in a vat full of coca-cola light, right after whacking them with a fat, heavy, philology book.
O deranged, naughty minx. your LJ is execrable.

I wonder which topics are LJ-safe now.

(Hoping i don't inflict any law) Yesterday I went to see Pirates of the Caribbean 3. Liked it a lot.
marchatorium: Yummy! (cochranewtf)
( Mar. 18th, 2007 02:15 am)
now i'm a bit drunk and happy and everything.
thankyou thankyou vodka-tonic  yipeeeeee!
I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
i want sex, I doubt I can wait until may when Lenin returns from France.......or until Little Sin realizes that fucking me is a great idea.... I think i'm going to go hunting one of this days.
and kisses

(for now, I'm just afraid of tomorrow's hangover)
marchatorium: Yummy! (CaLCuv)
( Mar. 16th, 2007 05:17 pm)
about yesterday rant.
I was so upset and outraged I didn't know what to do... I needed time to assimilate my new reality.
Hugs and my sincere gratefulness  to everyone showing concern.

now... time to learn how to live with new bases.
marchatorium: Yummy! (Default)
( Mar. 14th, 2007 09:59 pm)
Desperate housewives. God I hate that show. I HATE THEM ALL!
I mourn every day my housemates make me watch it.
It degrades women you know?
never mind.

And now... sleeping time

Everyone: Be happy, do not let your housemates decide what to see. :S

I'd rather be watching Mexican soaps........ grr.

News: Little Sin is happily living his idyllic romance...... So maybe he's not the best option.
No comments. NO COMMENTS! T_________________T
Lenin, come back!  (Or Little Sin, love me now!!!, whatever) xD

My  drama in a  comic strip

You know, a week ago, I called him and he was drunk in the middle of a party, and then he called me the next day, and for me it was like 6 am, on SUNDAY! I hate time shifts.
So, goodbye everyone. I'm going to throw myself to a river. or a sewer. :S
marchatorium: Yummy! (camus baby mullet)
( Mar. 3rd, 2007 11:30 pm)
I was reading my f-list and it seems this fucking weekis being dreadful, heinous, bluntly mind-blowing for all of us.
I just wish I could be there for everyone needing (not me, or my very little help, since they seem to be completely independent and wise and strong persons) a hug, or an "I love you, I appreciate you much" etc...

I hate you, world
I hate you.

I'm not ranting today about my crappy problems because it would be disrespectful, given that some of my lj friends are struggling hard for mending their lives and sort important things out.

So, now more than ever,  I wish I'd be with you, and I hope everything to unravel.

*a big big hug for everyone*
Well,  last Monday I woke up with mild fever, and a strange pain in my bones... I let that pass, and I stayed in bed without medication. "It will be ok", I thought, and ... I was wrong, Tuesday morning I was burning! sweating, an unbearable pain in my bones and drained of strength,   I could not wake up until noon, when fever was so uncomfortable I had to look in the kitchen counter (where we store our medicines) if there was an antipyretic, I took two tylenols and one ibuprofen to lower the fever. I took cefalexin because a fever plus bone soreness equals an infection, and I didn't want to wait to until having a septycemia to combat the freaking bugs. (in case they were bacteria, of course) Luckily, they were, and today I woke up as a new person. Of course I shall not forget to complete my cefalexin treatment, I know about the bacteria antibiotic resistance by negligence issues :)
And that resumes the first two days of my week. it seems like a nice, nice week, uh? T________T because I didn't eat much because of the weakness, and now I have heartburns and nausea :S

Anyway, I expect it doesn't end as it started.
Hugs to everyone.

marchatorium: Yummy! (Aralove)
( Feb. 23rd, 2007 05:28 pm)
Warm season officially started yesterday.
No blankets, just a bedspread.
No pajamas, just a t-shirt and biker shorts.
No comfy postures, just eagle-spread over the bed.
No quietness, just mosquito buzzing

I don't like much warm season....
It doesn't allow me to sleep tight.
Well, I was looking for some nice Christopher Meloni and /or Carlos Dengler  (or Carlos D, whatever the prince wants to be called)  pics, hi-res... for desktop crafting.. _(I'm sorta tired of Joaquin Phoenix... unbelievable, uh?)  Does anyone has some? or one? or lots? If so, I'd be so thankful!
I swear I spent a whole hour surfing the net but my results (obviously due my lack of searching abilities and method) were null.
Or if anyone knows how to search in places like photobucket or imageshack for specific images? anyway I'd be so so so in debt I promise I'll cook or do something for whoever helps me solve my prob xD

Other stuff:

And my boss is still absent! (I hope he forgets yesterday meeting and the subsequent rage hehehe)
hugs for everybody!

kisses to you lot!
[personal profile] milosflaca: I'll get you the watercolors until next month, when my financial state goes better. I called you last friday but your cell sent me to the voice mail and your home phone was out of service.
marchatorium: Yummy! (Default)
( Feb. 6th, 2007 09:50 pm)
One of my favorite guilty pleasures.
I bought it yesterday and I only thought about how does one knows he's the one???

In the movie that's so easy....
Time will tell me, I know. It's only that I don't want to know that when I'm 40 and bitter.

who knows.

Now I think I'm convinced...
marchatorium: Yummy! (Default)
( Jan. 30th, 2007 10:59 pm)
So she rested her head on his chest and patiently waited for death. Maybe rotting wouldn't be as disgusting as everybody thought. Not when your lover's decomposing heart was still there, maybe not beating but certainly containing that little part of you he treasured.

" I want you to know
He's not coming back
He's bloated and frozen
Still there's no point in letting it go to waste"


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