marchatorium: Yummy! (willard)
( Sep. 11th, 2007 03:49 pm)
Nothing is better than feeling you're the one is not giving up, or pleading. No one loves me as myself. I'll not take the first step. Never.
It's just that I'm sick of apologize for everything because I feel so unworthy or undesired. And I'm tired of being the one looking for social contact. But no more. i'll stand like a pillar, I promise. And not because of revenge, just because it is time to begin loving me more than I do with everyone. Even if I'll miss them....
marchatorium: Yummy! (pepgmv)
( Aug. 9th, 2007 03:43 pm)
Now. My beloved community smut_wednesday is gone. Thank you, close sighted censors.
I swear, I wasn't tempted at all to have underage sex! My GOD! Obviously it was fictional!

but the most obnoxious thing is that you're not allowed to express your opinion on your president. HOW IS IT POSSIBLE!!?? Isn't that a dictatorial measure? and you americans were scared of Hitler and Stalin.... hehehe. Weird. The American Dream. hehehe... the paradise of freedom, the holy land of individuality...


anyway, in the last livejournalgate I suscribed to  [info]fandom_counts,  and now I've signed [profile] bubble_blunder's open letter.  I'd wish everyone does.

and if any of you migrates to greatestjournal or anything, please let me know T___________T

NC-17 Smutty art, I miss you! U_U

Ah, and by the way, my icon refers to a Plant Virus. Not to a government nor a certain group of people who can decide the future of our posts. thanks.
marchatorium: Yummy! (jqazul)
( Aug. 8th, 2007 12:26 am)
I need a hug.   please?

just hugs, not anything else.

anyone? T______________T


(nothing bad happened, honestly, but I feel a bit down right now... I need physical contact and reassuring)
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marchatorium: Yummy! (cochranewtf)
( Jul. 5th, 2007 06:41 pm)
i'm burning.
I got up until 6 pm today. I wasn't able to move, my bones ached incredibly.......

I have to work, for God sake!
Stupid bugs. stupid Ph.D. Stupid everything. I want my mommy. or Lenin. Or Little Sin.  in fact, I want a hug and attentions, T______T


I'm going to try this popomundo thing as [profile] ghaidin  suggested me.  but later, I barely can move my fingers.
kisses to everyone.


finally, a meme, stolen from [personal profile] milosflaca

Carlos!!! WTF?????
Somebody toss him  a razor!  ¬¬
marchatorium: Yummy! (denglersmug)
( Mar. 20th, 2007 08:30 pm)
I HATE YOU, STUPEFYING, ANNOYING, MELTING WARM SEASON!!!!!! HATE YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
¬__________________¬

GOD! 32ºC, 8 pm??? WHAT THE FUCK????


If anyone lives in the Arctic polar circle, or near, please, let me live there. I know how to cook, and a tad of molecular biology... T________T I'm a good girl. I promise!

Ok. Meloni time.
*goes to watch L&O, SVU*
Well,  last Monday I woke up with mild fever, and a strange pain in my bones... I let that pass, and I stayed in bed without medication. "It will be ok", I thought, and ... I was wrong, Tuesday morning I was burning! sweating, an unbearable pain in my bones and drained of strength,   I could not wake up until noon, when fever was so uncomfortable I had to look in the kitchen counter (where we store our medicines) if there was an antipyretic, I took two tylenols and one ibuprofen to lower the fever. I took cefalexin because a fever plus bone soreness equals an infection, and I didn't want to wait to until having a septycemia to combat the freaking bugs. (in case they were bacteria, of course) Luckily, they were, and today I woke up as a new person. Of course I shall not forget to complete my cefalexin treatment, I know about the bacteria antibiotic resistance by negligence issues :)
And that resumes the first two days of my week. it seems like a nice, nice week, uh? T________T because I didn't eat much because of the weakness, and now I have heartburns and nausea :S

Anyway, I expect it doesn't end as it started.
Hugs to everyone.



marchatorium: Yummy! (jqazul)
( Feb. 18th, 2007 09:41 pm)
as if anybody cared... but anyway.


1. I thought I was smart, I thought I was right, I thought it was better not to fight
the flaming lips - fight test
2.In a cold wet afternoon in a room full of emptiness
Audioslave - like a stone
3. Yeah but nobody searches, nobody cares somehow
interpol - Slow hands
4. change your heart, look around you
beck - Everybody's gotta learn sometimes
5. did you see the stylish kids in the riot
the libertines - time for heroes
6. whoa change my pitch up
the prodigy - smack my bitch up
7. so 1,2,3 take my hand and come with me
jet - do you want to be my girl?
8.Last night, she said
the strokes - last night
9. baby can't you see, i'm calling
britney spears - toxic (what a shame!! XD)
10. It's just one of those days you don't wanna get up, everybody's fucked [personal profile] milosflaca
[profile] [profile]
11. eyes, boring a way through me
franz ferdinand - this fire
12. Plain talking, plain talking,  take us so far , take us so far
moby - lift me up
13. in many ways, they'll miss the good old days
the strokes - someday
14. her name is Yoshimi, she's a black belt in karate
the flaming lips - yoshimi battles the pink robots, pt 1
15. can't you see I'm trying? I don't even like it
the strokes- is this it?
16. when you feel all alone and the world has turned its back to you [profile]
[info]lummie
17. baby, you've been going so crazy
travis - sing
18. doo doo doo doo doo doo doo i'm packed and I'm holding I'm smiling
third eye blind - semi charmed life (shame no. 2)
19. back down and touch the door is shut
death in vegas - hands around my throat
20 I'm coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine
the killers - mr. brightside
marchatorium: Yummy! (Default)
( Feb. 7th, 2007 02:06 pm)
Bueno, al parecer todo fue un malentendido. (ja! bueno, eso quiero  creer) so, engagement's over.
:S
marchatorium: Yummy! (jqazul)
( Feb. 1st, 2007 05:26 pm)
Yes, I know. I'm such a whiner. I have to share this with anyone, I guess. Everyone in the lab has several responsibilities. Preparing a number of common solutions, sterilize glassware, making sure there are enough culture media, etc. Mine is to prepare all the antibiotics and other additives for culture media, such as Kanamycin, Carbenicillin, Nalidixic Acid, Tetracycline, IPTG, X-Gal, X-Glu, etc etc, and to make sure there is plenty of them ready to use.
To prepare carbenicillin is a very simple task. Glass vials with premeasured quantities of cb are injected with 10ml sterile double-distilled deionized water, the resultant mix aliquoted into 1 ml eppendorf tubes, and frozen.
But today instead of injecting the water to the vial, I pricked myself with the needle, down to the bone, I reached it I swear, and since the needle is rather thick, now I have a hole in my left index finger, and it hurts!! T____T Yes I know I'm such a sissy.

I want my mommy! I want Lenin! I just want a hug. TOT
marchatorium: Yummy! (Default)
( Jan. 30th, 2007 10:59 pm)
So she rested her head on his chest and patiently waited for death. Maybe rotting wouldn't be as disgusting as everybody thought. Not when your lover's decomposing heart was still there, maybe not beating but certainly containing that little part of you he treasured.

" I want you to know
He's not coming back
He's bloated and frozen
Still there's no point in letting it go to waste"
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