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[marchatorium]

What is it? need or stubborness? :S
There is said that forgiveness gives your heart a soothing sensation. This is *not* the case.
In fact, I feel used.

Merry Christmas!
Happy new year, you prick.

I hope every time you feel lonely to remember me and feel sorry, or uneasy at least.

and then a little bit of story telling:

Yesterday:  Cinvestav Basketball tournament. XD So funny, but I wanted some violence. not a single blow xD
Today: We'll watch Chivas-America soccer match. The classic. The *one* match. me, of course, supporting Chivas. Since I was born xD

Work's fine. Colonies all the way, and 2 clonings finished.

No more for today. Little boring life ain't it?

Comments

[milosflaca.livejournal.com]

bueno, y entonces para que regresaste con él?. para probar un punto o que?
si estas tan enojada, mejor date un tiempo y ya. Es lo que yo aconsejaria. No es bueno forzar las cosas.

[marchatorium.livejournal.com]

Pues es ke la verdad me siento sola. quiero tener a alguien a quien decirle ke lo kiero, pues es la verdad . de todos modos está muy lejos y creo que puedo aguantarle más cosas así. No quiero estar sola. eso es.

[ghaidin.livejournal.com]

i'm confused...you are back with the guy, but don't sound pleased about it.

good luck to your team in the soccer game!

[marchatorium.livejournal.com]

I'm not pleased but I don't want to be alone, either... he seems to love me, but has his details. I love him, too... but I had too much. He's far away now so I suppose I can deal with those aspects I don't like.


And my soccer team WON! ^_^

[ghaidin.livejournal.com]

definitely not my place to say, and i dont know you much... but you may want to be careful there

*leaves piles of hugs*

[marchatorium.livejournal.com]

No problem. I appreciate a lot anything you say. Indeed, if you feel so, lecture me, maybe it will open my eyes.

I am clinically depressed, now. I feel so lonely and despised. I know i need therapy but i have no time for it.... and antidepressant doesn't seem to improve my mood at all. I'm a mess..

Thank you!!! *hugs back*

[ghaidin.livejournal.com]

and antidepressant doesn't seem to improve my mood at all

Sometimes it takes time for docs to figure out the dosage and even what meds to give you, but it's well worth it.

I know from own experience how bad depression hurts, but (even if it seems impossible now) you'll make your way out of it, gal, hang in there and go see that doctor!

It took a friend's dragging to get me to the doctor's office but it was probably the best thing that could have happened at the time.
I'm glad you're diagnosed already, now go let the doctor find the right dosage! *fakes severe voice, fails, giggles*